Stepping Stones

The Dalmation Firefighter =)

Job security can make one easily get comfortable in their position. Sometimes you don't even stop to think of how fortunate you are for having held on to your job for so long with no layoffs. In fact, I really thought we were "safe" from all of the perils and crisis that comes with a collapsing economy. It did not dawn on me until today that the funding will not be there next year. I guess I am not so worried about it because I am leaving to do my student teaching in the fall. It's so disappointing to know that you may not have a job next school year that it almost makes you not care about how you finish your day - you just want to finish. I can't help but feel bad, feel responsible for all that has happened. However, none of us were counting on things to change this soon, this fast. It came out of nowhere, like that pedestrian that walks in front of the car without warning. You may notice that at times when you grow complacent you are called to change your usual routine and embrace something new. That is what I feel is kind of happening to our program. It will definitely undergo some changes that may or may not dictate it's future. Since the beginning I have always seen this program as an opportunity for growth and something that will catapult me into success. Although it was my hard work and energy that finally moved me into applying for a teaching credential, it all started with a spark of hope that was fed daily by the supportive and positive people that surrounded me daily in this position. I will always remember everything that I have learned from all of you. Believe it or not, you have impacted my life in ways that I could not have imagined. For example, you helped me feel more comfortable in my skin and accept the real me. I should not be shy because I have so much to offer. So thank you for touching my life and for allowing me to do the same for you. I cannot promise to always stay in touch, but I will definitely do my best to update you with the most important events in my life. Moreover, with the current economic climate and job security, it seems a lot easier to give up than to keep trying. All it takes is hope, faith, and love to provide you with an opportunity of a lifetime that will transform you and catapult you to become and embrace the REAL YOU. Even if you were to lose your job today, always remember that it was probably a stepping stone into getting you to where you are meant to be. Don't get to comfortable in one place because that is your big hint to change or move on. Dear friend, don't give up because you are almost there. :)