Some days I feel the emotion is there, but other days I feel abandoned and let down. I do my best to give it my best at all times and it doesn't seem to make a difference, at least from my point view. Call me wrong or a liar, but these are simply my honest thoughts and feelings to the current state of affairs. Sometimes the void between feels cold, distant, and indifferent. In fact, some days I wake up very confused that I just want to throw in the towel. But that little voice inside my head won't let me rest, won't let me give up without a good fight. And I always wonder, how did it get to this? I reminisce about the days before hearts broke over disappointment. Oh how those were the happiest of times! Where are those smiles? those hugs? those emotions? that affection? A wise person once told me that we can't go back to what we were, but that we can only move forward. I want to move forward, but if that's not possible, then I must set you free like the butterfly, "Spread your wings and prepare to fly, for you have become a butterfly, fly abandonedly into the sun, if you should return to me, we truly were meant to be, so spread your wings and fly BUTTERFLY." So what's it going to be? THAT IS THE QUESTION.
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